BearBear is Happy

Yah I finally get to watch "Avatar" after one long month of delay.

Thanks Dezrie for your patience and trying to fit my timing.

Very nice show. No wonder derzie kept encouraging me to watch. We caught the last show at Vivo last nite, a 3D one, which makes this show more exciting.

Dezrie has been very sweet, by sending me home after work, or even from office to the meeting place. Really appreciates it a lot. Of cos he's also very realistic, he wun also purposely come drive me but along the way, which I think is good enough. At least he did think of me...hee~

Seriously I am still thinking abt this issue, abt "us" whether should I or should I not go for it. As of now, we are not "official" yet, as in he did not ask me to be his girlfriend officially, yet he calls me "dear" as well as use the term "we", nope...no hands-holding, no kissing, no hugging or whatsoever...no gifts also, no flowers. Even as a photographer, he also did not take any profile of me.
Everyday he would sms me, and his sms definatly will have the word "dear" and if one day I din receive, I would feel uneasy also. Once, he came and drove me for a meeting and the sky was very dark, he asked me whether I have umbrella with me I told him no and he insist I take the one in the car. See how thoughtful he is. Even for driving, he did say if he drink, I will drive, if I drink, he will drive, thus we got to arrange beforehand. He trusts me with his car. So I not sure what he treat me as, a very good friend or his gf?

But if I go with him, I might face complications, I might not be able to take his RC anymore or I might even need to transfer out of this division.
I am so confuse what should I do? Cos we are not "official" yet we are a dating couple? I haven really call him "dear" or "darling" yet. But soon I might too...now we are using "I see You" a term from "Avatar" which meant I see through you inside your heart...who knows it might change to "I miss you" or even "I love you"

Should I juz asked him straight...