Third Day of 2010

Still nothing much. Bored in office. Nothin to do. or Dun feel like doing anything.
not feeling so good I guess...this is wat you get for sleeping at 4am and waking at 7am this morning. Yupz was out with a bunch of lovely friends to KTV AFTER the NE YEC Getogether. Well the NE is all represented. Jes from Tampiness, Long-ge and Kenny (and maybe Ryz since he WAS from PLK a few years back) from Aljunied, me and dez from Pasir Ris-Punggol. Had roaring great fun and loads of laughters. Is good to laugh you know. Made you forgot your tiredness and sadness.

Well, grateful for them. Knowing wat a bad 2009 I had, but becos of them, I manage to pull thru to bring myself back to society again, all because of one boat trip to Kusu Island (or and the Raining part where the 3 of us are taking the boat...hmmm). Not to forgot another very impt person in my life, my gan-di di, KK, he was the one who patiently listen to me and encourage and supported me when I was at my lowest point. (I still remember the outing we had at the top of Central...)

Had my first duty of the year, Communion. Wasn't very good to wat I feel. Guess becos I wasn't prepared and I was very tired. But overall everything went ok (except the Communion din get to artist rm which was so strange)

Now stuck in office. No mood to do anything, dun feel like anything. Juz feel like sleeping.

SMARTER goals, yah I gotta start planning again:
1) finish the bible within the year
2) pass my driving (no rain pls)
3) lost weight (another 3kg would be great)
4) widen my social circle, get to know more friends (and hopefully find my Mr Right, yupz I wun say No to dates anymore)
5) Control my temper esp in office (talk less and complain less - God will judge and pple will decide).
6) get a new job, or transfer out, or get promoted. (I will opt for new job though)
7) train up more leaders (I have so many potential ldrs in my team, I want to train them up)
8) more patience with my family (yes I can be quite a brat at home)
9) spend more time with my grandparents
10) be healthy and happy (forgive and forget...)
11) Learn a new Skill? (Diving or Golfing?)
12) Travel Overseas more often (go on exchange programme)
13) Attend more BIG functions by BIG companies (VIP function or invited function would be nice)
14) Clear my debts (whatever I owe the banks) and cut away credit cards spending
15) Reconciliation with a ...friend

that's all the list for now.
Do I find them specific? think so... measurable? ya... Action plan? gotta start thinking... realistic? ya... time frame? ya.... expectation management? within expectation ... revelation? gotta start praying ....