My grandfather's brother juz passed away last nite and on Sunday the whole family will have to attend the 出兵 which we will not be able to go for the RC local shopping tour.
And he is getting so prepared to be "interviewed" and to meet my family. I can sense the disappointment in him but this kind of thing, is really unforeseen.
Two months ago, this grandfather's brother's wife passed away and now he passed away. Well they are after all, well in their advance age and staying in a home, so maybe is a good way to let go.
As for him, I dunno whether is it God's way of telling me... ...to reconsider, or to put us through a trial. I am not sure of it myself also. He is so thankful to me for sticking by him thru his difficult times, so I dunno is it that he really love me or I am juz a kind of emotion and mental support for him. Does he know wat is love? or he juz want a companion? But he can be sweet, tells me want me to go thru the good times with him, not only the bad times.
He offer the use of his place whenever I got meeting over at that side of Hougang. He asked me to pop by for dinner, rest, wait for him to reach home and go for the mtg. And he said his mum will treat her daughter-in-law better than her own son. haha. He has a warm family and that is also wat I yeaned for.
I really dunno wat am I thinking, should I juz go when he's doing better? Or would I want be with him for the rest of my life? I know he will be able to take good care of me, take good care of our families...
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