he's so into me...

he has start to think so far in the future.

And he even specially took time off his work and met me juz for lunch. How sweet it that. And he couldn't let go of my hands. He keep telling me my hands felt so comfy in his and they fitted like a glove (his hands and mine are same size)

he's planning to get a 7 seater car...he told me he used only think abt a small car cos he's single but now he's found me, he want a 7 seater for the whole family, his parents, his sister and her husband and of cos with me. With a 7 seater, it is also because of our own family, with kids...

Housing...he said let's get HDB flat first, claim whatever we can from HDB then we get a private property. And he wants to stay with his parents!!! #$?!%$
I've learnt my lesson, so I juz kept quiet. I din really wan to stay with parents cos I prefer our own space but I dun mind staying near them. Wait and see. I dun wan to suggest and comment too much until it is happening.

Someone told me dun put your hopes too high up yet which I think is pretty true. I'm not giving my 100% to him yet... not if things dun work out the way we want, I would have got hurt even deeper. But I know he's so into me, I juz can take a step at a time.

I miss him.