counting down... 2 more hours
to meeting you...
I'm missing you
wonder wat will the reaction be? will it be awarkward? or will it be like our usual?
Having butterflies in my stomach. Will we be holding hands? will we hug? Will I be able to feel safe and secure in his arms?
Yes. he admitted it, after I guided him to ask that question. Such a blockhead.
Yet I am confuse. Half-half feeling. Dunno how to answer to Pst and CGL but yet happy that I am dating. he's shorter than me. Will I be able to accept?
Dun wan think anything else, dun wan talk abt the future. Juz see how things go first. Taking one step at a time.
I so much wan to plan a wedding, my own wedding. so much wan to go see furniture, so much wan go and view flats, so much wan go try wedding gowns, so much wan go food tasting, so much wan go hotel booking, so much wan go take photo shoots with him, so much wan go shop for our rings. Slowly bah.
I dunno how to tell others...we decided not to annouce yet, if they find out, we are not going to hide either. Got to start discussing how are we going to react infront of the other volunteers and infront of my colleagues? Got to know how to seperate work and personal. And the issue of the committee, can I still continue to take that committee or do I have to let it go? He dun wan me to be in a difficult position also. So thoughtful...so sweet
So many things...to consider.
Am I doing the right thing?
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